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TGIAD 2.0: Worlds of race and tribes

I have to apologise that over the last couple of months, when I’ve been overwhelmed by major changes in my life, I haven’t kept up with this blog, or the TGIAD tradition.

This week, however, I thought I’d get back into it by talking about the tribes residing in Amnar. I would love to give you a full history and rundown of the life of Arist – which is partially covered in this week’s podcast – but because it’s pertinent to the plot, I can’t. So, tribes it is, mostly because there’s a loose link to the Tingalu mentioned in this week’s chapter.

I’ve been scratching my head over the matter of Amnar and race. Trying to explain the nature of race and culture in a world where a certain social position (Capillite) is partially defined by unusual appearance. After all, the defining physical characteristics of the Capillite are white skin, black hair and black eyes.

The Amnari world doesn’t recognise difference in skin as much as we might, just as it doesn’t describe people by their sexuality. Amnari wouldn’t, for example, understand the current furore over Jan Moir’s comments in the Daily Mail which appear to suggest that Stephen Gately died of being gay or having I guess people of her type would call a “homosexual lifestyle”, which implies far more than just which gender you prefer to have sex with. The sex you prefer to fuck is not a crucial issue to Amnari. You wouldn’t define yourself as gay, or straight, or bisexual, because it simply isn’t an issue to Amnari.

The Empire itself is dominated by the Amnari tribal group. They themselves are made up of four inter-mingling smaller tribes originally called the Adnashi. Having white skin (as pale as a classic blonde or redhead like me, say), is very rare, but more common in the northern mountain areas like Nas Isca.

Skin descriptions are very rarely used, referring to people as ‘white-skin’, ‘golden-skin’, ‘brown-skin’ and ‘black-skin’. This is more common amongst the smaller tribal groups as a means of defining the very large, amorphous Amnari groups. When the Servant Tishca was first found as a baby by the Tingalu people, for example, the rumour went around that they had found a ‘golden-skin’ baby.

Aside from the Amnari, who include people of all colours of skin and a variety of other physical characteristics, there are hundreds of smaller tribes living in the massive area of the Amnari Empire. The Tingalu, for example, are semi-nomadic, living in a large area stretching from the Duum Canyon to the furthest western reaches of the Nahabi Desert. Other groups, like the Nimoleh, live a fully nomadic life, trading with the Amnari settlements on the southeastern Raignlands.

The Capillites are almost unique in having a very pale complexion. After all, since the Amnari live in hot climates, having skin that burns easily is a distinct genetic disadvantage (believe me, I have personal experience of this). Capillites do not only have white skin, however. Previous incumbents of various of the five Caipashad positions have been ‘black-skin’ and completely bald. The only other ‘white-skins’ featured in the Awakening series are Talija, the Second Servant of Isha, and Sjaadan, Second Servant of Icaan, the Guardian of the Dragon Realm.

The ‘look’ of the Capillites, arranged with the cunning use of the energy Sifira, was chosen because it was so unusual, modelled after the pale appearance of Isha herself. She was an unusual sight amongst a tribe of people living on the sunbaked Sandlands to the east of the land currently referred to as Amnar. Giving the Capillites a distinctive physical look made it easy to identify them as a separate spiritual group.

Next week, we’re back to Amin Duum, to find out what Tascha has been doing, and indeed, the latest travails of Vasha. This week’s episode is here.

Categories: Amnar, TGIAD

TGIAD 2.0: Icaan is annoying, but Anarya beats all the others

September 11, 2009 Isabel Joely Black 1 comment
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This is TGIAD 2.0, covering the release of the AMNAR podcast on my own website.

This week, it is meet the Capillites time, with Icaan and Anarya taking centre stage. They’re two very different people, and present Io with a challenge and an opportunity. She can make use of Anarya’s support, while Icaan represents the dominant view of the Capillites.

I do have to apologise that the sound recording on this episode is poor. I didn’t get to do the edit until today and found this grungey noise under half the track. I don’t have time to go back and re-record yet, although I will for the Podiobooks release.

Once again, I’m missing regular segments thanks to still dealing with the effects of depression.

This is very frustrating, as I’m currently working on a few different things at once, and can only do anything on days when I’m capable of getting up properly. I’ve never really been in the position where I have to do things through such a fog. It’s annoying.

Anyway, I hope you enjoy this week’s episode, despite the noise!

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TGIAD 2.0: Slowly, carefully

This won’t be a conventional TGIAD post, but I wanted to update. I did manage a podcast this week, although I went through an annoying spell of misery right in the middle of it. That doesn’t help.

I’ve been struggling to deal with increasing interest in Amnar, in the success it’s had on Podiobooks.com and on my own site.

I find the idea that I might have put together something good intimidating. There’s a lot of history there, a great deal of emotional strain associated with being a writer, with thinking of myself as a writer.

On a few occasions in the past, I’ve reached about the point of being “out there”, and suddenly sabotaged myself. Gone underground, run away and hid.

Yes, I’m a coward when it comes to the idea of success.

Working at it in the background, being hidden, but it simply doesn’t fit into my rather tight reality that I might be good at this. Understanding that I feel this way, I’ve been taking my time over what I do.

Meditation is at the heart of it – Holosync and other kinds – and being aware of those times when I come close to screwing it all up. This is a very challenging time for me in a lot of ways, and as much I love Amnar, I have a difficult relationship with it when it gets out into the world.

Having managed to do a podcast yesterday for my own site, I actually had a far better day today. Two of the first five podcasts for Podiobooks are now ready, which is great progress. And I’m enjoying it.

In many ways I feel like Io must do. I’ve been digging deep into these feelings, especially as I reach the point of the Inheritance, and thinking about what it means to me, personally. Perhaps I’ll deal with that in depth later.

In the meantime, the new podcast is out here. I hope you enjoy it, despite the messiness of it.

Categories: Amnar, TGIAD

The missing TGIAD

It never happened.

I’ve just come to the end of what felt like three weeks in one. From handling a possible new job, the complexities of the labyrinthine benefits system and then ending the week with the three-hour course on self-employment law, it’s been an uphill battle.

By the time I came home yesterday afternoon, I was so tired I went straight to bed. I haven’t left it yet. This morning, I brought the laptop upstairs and recorded two podcasts, which will cover the next two weeks.

I have to apologise to my regular listeners, but I’d rather put out a good podcast at the end of the week rather than rush one out today that might be messy.

Questions and emails are as ever welcome and the best way to ask is to reach out on Twitter @TheCharmQuark or @Amnar.

Categories: Amnar, TGIAD

TGIAD 2.0: Io’s first big moment

August 21, 2009 Isabel Joely Black 1 comment
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It’s TGIAD, or Thank God It’s Amnar Day (so named by the great Toaster Ferret). I release the next chapter in the book Amnar: The Awakening, and take a moment here to write about what happens in the episode here on the blog.

If you’re new to all this, you can download the first book, Amnar: The Awakening, from Podiobooks.com.

We’re now into Amnar: The Inheritance, the second book in The Awakening series. You can subscribe by clicking on the picture to the left.

And now, in this week’s episode…

Writing

I ran into some heinous last minute issues. I had written the chapter, but it wasn’t in the right book. I was missing an entire chapter from The Inheritance. And it was this week’s chapter.

Fortunately, it had already been written as a part of the original, very long version of The Awakening. It was a question of finding the chapter and editing it to reflect the changes that took place between the two books, removing references to incidents that didn’t take place.

The story itself

Io has been abducted by the Servants, who want to find out whether she will be as harmful to them as the previous Guardian Defender, Arist. Amnar is in a fragile position at this point. The Servants, Dragonmasters and many of the senior Ta Dasi are considering a revolt against the Capillites.

Into the middle of this, comes Io’s considered view of what it means to be Amnari. Her conclusions, and her speech to the Servants makes it very clear that there is one crucial lesson she’s picked up very quickly. This chapter highlights one of the critical themes of the Amnar series.

Q and A

Jenny asks: Does Io have a watcher, not just warriors assigned to her? (Who takes care of her health, in other words)

All of the Capillites have two Servants, but they also have senior members of the Ta Dasi who provide them with a clear sense of the Ta Dasi’s thinking and political trends. In addition to this, the role of the two Ta Dasi watchers who care for each Capillite is to maintain their health. They are managed by the Guardian Watcher himself.

Robbie asks: What does ‘Nas’ as in Nas Trinitar mean?

Nas is one of six sounds that make up the core of Amnar’s alphabet. There are six core syllables, with many others used as well. Sacred significance is given to the primary six. They are: Ai, Ta, Na, Nas, Rad, Am. There is a single central symbol: Cai.

‘Nas’ when used as a prefix for city states means ‘mountain’ or ‘great’. It can also mean north.

Jenny asks: Does Zoriel have romantic feelings for Tascha?

Because they work so closely together, the senior Ta Dasi and Servants often have relationships. There is a certain degree of tension between Zoriel and Tascha, not least because he still considers himself married (even after all this time), and Tascha has feelings for somebody else. I’m sure more will be revealed in time.

Phrase of the Week

After so many requests for language lessons, we’re starting again with standard Amnari. “Hello” in Amnari is complicated, it depends who you’re talking to.

For Capillites and senior society members: Zi ir n’Cai

For anybody older, or considered wiser: Ashma ich’ra

For anybody of your own kind/level/age: Ayus ra.

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TGIAD 2.0: The return of Nasja and Nenja

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Click on the picture to listen to the podcast

It’s TGIAD, or Thank God It’s Amnar Day (so named by the great Toaster Ferret). I release the next chapter in the book Amnar: The Awakening, and take a moment here to write about what happens in the episode here on the blog.

If you’re new to all this, you can download the first book, Amnar: The Awakening, from Podiobooks.com.

We’re now into Amnar: The Inheritance, the second book in The Awakening series. You can subscribe by clicking on the picture to the left.

Big News!

Amnar: The Inheritance podcasts are now in MP3 format! By pure chance I ran into the solution to the problem of the podcast format transition from Garageband to iWeb.

And it was despite, not because of the Apple website recommendation.

However, all of that is now sorted, so from now on Amnar podcasts from the website will be available in MP3 rather than MOV format.

Whatever happened to Nenja and Nasja?

I’m sure the hardcore fans will remember both Nenja and Nasja. Nenja, for those who don’t, is the survivor of the Roesa Zizada, who was burned and tortured for her part in the liberation of children from the hands of guards in 4765. We met her in The Awakening when Arandes took Io to meet her.

Nasja, meanwhile, was last seen taunting guards outside the settlement and resisting arrest in an unlikely show for members of the Taija tribe.

Both were taken into the High City and have wound up in the same prison, attached to the barracks of the notorious First Northeast Unit. This might be the start of an interesting friendship – not least when Nenja finds something that will eventually change the course of history hiding in her own cell along with her.

A little subplottage…

There are two main plot streams throughout this book. The first is Io moving toward her Inheritance Ceremony, when she formally becomes the Guardian Defender, and the second is Vasha’s rise through the ranks of the Tiomke State Government.

Now we have a small subplot that appears occasionally, which is Nenja’s story, and another, Nasja’s story. They become prominent later on. Quite a few of the stories in Amnar weave throughout the main stories and don’t resolve until much later. We shall see more of Nasja and Nenja, although in this book, it is Nenja’s role that is more significant.

TGIAD 2.0: Vasha the evangelist

August 7, 2009 Isabel Joely Black 1 comment

It’s TGIAD, or Thank God It’s Amnar Day (so named by the great Toaster Ferret). I release the next chapter in the book Amnar: The Awakening, and take a moment here to write about what happens in the episode here on the blog.

If you’re new to all this, you can download the first book, Amnar: The Awakening, from Podiobooks.com.

We’re now into Amnar: The Inheritance, the second book in The Awakening series. You can subscribe by clicking on the picture to the left.

Big News!

Amnar: The Inheritance podcasts are now in MP3 format! By pure chance I ran into the solution to the problem of the podcast format transition from Garageband to iWeb.

And it was despite, not because of the Apple website recommendation.

However, all of that is now sorted, so from now on Amnar podcasts from the website will be available in MP3 rather than MOV format.

Meanwhile…

Vasha spends most of this episode trapped between the wiles of Destorva and Arandes as they face off.

Vasha is something of a quiet evangelist for the Tiomke cause. He really believes they will change the world and that’s what allows him to bear the brutality that he has witnessed – and indeed, is partially responsible for.

Arandes shakes him up, because he is still used to the idea that people are basically who they say they are. Destorva gives him the same irksome feeling that nothing is as it seems.

In fact, in this chapter, Destorva and Arandes seem so alike it’s impossible to tell that they’re playing for opposite sides. This leaves Vasha confused by the end. He wants to believe in the fundamental goodness of everybody, and neither of these two powerful representatives of their respective regimes offer him any kind of comfort.

As usual, I’m terrible when it comes to remembering important things. If you didn’t notice, there are new t-shirts in the Amnar store. We even have a mug.

Click on the picture to listen to the podcast

Click on the picture to listen to the podcast

TGIAD 2.0: Snowflakes and abductions

Click on the picture to listen to this week's podcast

Click on the picture to listen to this week's podcast

It’s TGIAD, or Thank God It’s Amnar Day (so named by the great Toaster Ferret). I release the next chapter in the book Amnar: The Awakening, and take a moment here to write about what happens in the episode here on the blog.

If you’re new to all this, you can download the first book, Amnar: The Awakening, from Podiobooks.com.

We’re now into Amnar: The Inheritance, the second book in The Awakening series. You can subscribe by clicking on the picture to the left.

Io in Nas Isca

Io’s feeling pretty disoriented by what she’s experienced in the last two days, and now she’s in for even more.

She’s never actually been outside Duum before, and the change in climate is a big shock, about as big as the cultural shift to a place where she has more freedom to move. She doesn’t really get any chance to explore this, however, as being Capillai-nisi, most of her time is dictated by others.

Heavy editing

This chapter is pretty short compared to the written version. I’ve been experimenting with different styles which work better for podcasting, and some of the more thoughtful pieces featuring Icaan seem rather long and slow for an ideal podcast episode.

Much of this episode is taken up with Io, still in shock, coping with her shifting relationship to Daar. Pretty much everything she’s ever known has been torn apart in one go, over the space of a couple of days, so she hasn’t had time to think about it. Grief is at the forefront of her mind, so she really doesn’t appreciate much of what she sees and experiences in her first few days in Nas Isca.

Dramatic achievements

Amnar’s success on Podiobooks.com has rather thrown me for a loop, so this podcast wasn’t recorded until this morning. I’m still working on a budget of nothing, with no capacity to put money into it unless my financial situation improves. I have found some new image sources I’ll take advantage of, and as soon as I can I’ll have to start improving podcast quality and getting better sound effects. In the meantime, I hope you can still enjoy Amnar as it is.

TGIAD 2.0: Intense politics edition

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Click above to listen to the podcast

It’s TGIAD, or Thank God It’s Amnar Day (so named by the great Toaster Ferret). I release the next chapter in the book Amnar: The Awakening, and take a moment here to write about what happens in the episode here on the blog.

If you’re new to all this, you can download the first book, Amnar: The Awakening, from Podiobooks.com.

We’re now into Amnar: The Inheritance, the second book in The Awakening series. You can subscribe by clicking on the picture to the left.

Meanwhile in Nas Isca…

Arandes has been arrested, and the Servants are now on the brink of turning against the Empire that they’ve served for their entire lives. Daar, who never imagined this could ever happen, is now confronting the fact that Io is probably the only one who can change their minds.

Background

The arrival of Arandes as a Servant gradually shifted the balance of power in Amnar. Whereas Capillites were revered for their wisdom and leadership, the Servants became the most visible form of power in Amnar. The Capillites were actively drawing back, the Ta Dasi were growing more and more influential, and the result is this: the Servants debating whether they should overthrow the Capillites for the sake of the people of Duum.

The Capillites’ inability to cope with Duum and the fallout from the city’s change in power base has given the Servants a great deal of food for thought. Being the kind of people who prefer action to politics, they are discussing whether to save Duum, but also to end the power of the Capillites in the city.

One question remains: What really is the role of Isha, the Empress herself?

Introducing the Servants

This chapter effectively introduces all of the Servants (apart from Solija) in one go. It’s not necessary to attempt to remember names. The core characters from The Awakening remain at the heart of The Inheritance. At the heart of Arandes’ campaign to protect the people of Duum are Cosai and Tascha, the most important of the watchers amongst the Servants.

Bit of a P.S.

Besides stripping podcasts for the Podiobooks, I did some work on the Amnar website. In particular, I’ve added new t-shirts and even a mug to the Cafepress store. They have the new Amnar graphic on them, too. You can check them out here.

TGIAD 2.0: 40 – Muddying the waters of good and evil

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Click on the picture to listen to the podcast

It’s TGIAD, or Thank God It’s Amnar Day (so named by the great Toaster Ferret). I release the next chapter in the book Amnar: The Awakening, and take a moment here to write about what happens in the episode here on the blog.

Amnar: The Awakening will soon be available in MP3 format via Podiobooks.com. Watch this space for more…

We’re now into Amnar: The Inheritance, the second book in The Awakening series.

Who’s good, and who’s bad…

As the story opens, we return to Amin Duum, where the Tiomke, the Duum State, is recovering from the impact of Io’s escape. It was dramatic, and a victory for the Amnari.

Newly appointed Commander Vasha is in charge of managing the eastern lines, which will soon become battle lines if they have another attack by the Amnari. He’s a rather reluctant commander; he wants the promotion for its High City residence and the advantages it will give his daughter in marriage. But fighting Amnari? That’s another matter.

This is the chapter where Vasha and Arandes first meet face to face. It originally appeared as Chapter 20 in the old book one, and was a fascinating moment for me. I couldn’t work out how to get Arandes back onto the Plains without using his viewpoint. I have a rule that I never use his POV, so I had a problem.

I went out for a walk, as I’m wont to do, and as I came back I suddenly had the clear voice of Vasha in my head. In the Awakening series, he appears as a captain much earlier in the story (Daar and Io go see him when Te’Gara is arrested). Here he is again, opening The Inheritance, and demonstrating something that lies at the heart of the Amnar story: good and evil are very unclear and I keep the waters as muddy as possible.

There are lots of questions around Vasha and his role in Amnar, and as a model of a good-bad guy. The traditional fantasy approach of evil looking and acting evil doesn’t apply here. In the real world, the boundaries are never so clear-cut. Societies blitzed by economic and social breakdown vote in leaders that make most liberals’ stomachs turn (look at the rise of the Nazi party in Germany, for example, or the voting in of the BNP in the UK).

And dictators aren’t Hollywood or comic book bad guys with big plans to blow up the world. They tend to come with massive ideologies, grand visions to change the world. The thing we find hardest to stomach is that our bad guys, the ones who kill hundreds of thousands or even millions of people, do it because they believe they’re doing the right thing, that they’re somehow benefiting their society. On a smaller scale, the same thinking justifies extreme pro-lifers killing doctors or militant animal-rights activists killing scientists. If you have an ideology and a vision that drives you that hard, taking human lives becomes a cost of the grand plan.

But for those who carry out the orders of leaders with a grand vision of a better world (according to their own personal philosophy), life is frequently terrifying and overwhelming. Just as many SS officers committed suicide as a result of taking part in the genocide of the Holocaust, Vasha is struggling already with his role as a senior official in Duum. He is now responsible for the torture and execution of prisoners taken in all along the East City Wall, which by this point could number hundreds in a month.

These are uncomfortable issues to deal with, especially as its very tempting to want to imagine that the people we call evil know themselves to be evil. The problem is they don’t. They believe wholeheartedly, doggedly to the point of death, that what they’re doing is right. And that’s why they’re so incredibly dangerous.

For people like Vasha, life is even more difficult, as we will see in the course of this and future books.